Archive for February, 2008
nightmares
Not all nightmares contain terror. Not all contain horror. Blood or demons.
Sometimes, you have the option of doing something. Of not doing something. Of walking down a different path. Of walking away from something you know you will regret later on. You have the choice of not hurting people you love; of redeeming their trust. Or otherwise.
In a nightmare, you watch yourself taking all the wrong turns, selecting all the wrong options. You see someone who is less than what you want to be.
In such a nightmare, despair takes root in you. It runs after your breath, holds your heart.
And after such a nightmare, you don’t - can’t - go back to sleep.
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